Cool.

I didn't even realised I didn't blog in like 2 days. Hmm. That's cool.

Anyway..

Sunday, we went to GuangYang to watch NAT com. Lalala. Lalala. And more lalala. Then after that it ended! LOL.
Yah so it's like. Their footdrills are like OMG compared to ours lah. =X

Anyways. Fast forward to yesterday... [Because I forgot anything that happened in between that.]

I slept till about.. Hm. Okay, I forgot what time. So anyway, Yi Xi came over.. And she stopped 1 bus stop earlier. Oh wells. People always get lost on the way to my house, so no surprise. BUT YI XI!!!! HOW CAN YOU LOSE YOUR WAY! OMFG!

Whatever.

We folded less than a 100 stars and then stopped. HA! Then we played Maple. Yay! YI XI, I LOVE YOU! THANKS A LOT FOR THE CASH!

The haircut wasn't that good. Maybe because I'm lacking the white anakarune. Yes, it must be. IT IS!!!

Stupid. Can't find it anywhere in FM. Do people even get them nowadays? Sheesh. Maybe the wild cargos or the other mobs ran out of white anakarunes.

I couldn't even find dark ones. Heck.

So like, I'm so sianned now can. And Audrey's not going for tuition tomorrow. Crap lah. It's sibei sian. I hope people will still make noise. Hmm. That reminds me. I still have the Science stuff which I haven't touched. Oh wells.

I'm going to die on Sunday.

ANYWAY, LOVE ZHENG LAO SHI! OMG! She extended the time for HCL Interview!! YAY!!!! Omg. I'm feeling so bad. I mean like we hai her have to tell all the classes over again. And she still extended it! So kind hor? ):

Stupid lah 1H. LOL.

And it's like HCL is one of the rare classes I like. o.o

Now I like.. HCL! Music.. COMPUTER LESSONS!!! WEE! And Ms Adeline Zhong is teaching! HOORAY! It's like ADOBE PHOTOSHOP. WAHAHAH!!! OMG. So heng not Mdm Wu can. I mean not that I want to sound bad but I can't really learn with her accent. Photoshop is soo fun and cool.

Crap. Does anyone have Photoshop? I'm dying. AUDREY!! RANSACK YOUR HOUSE LAH! =/

And my parents won't buy it for me. Confirm. The Studio 8 cost them lots the other time. Haiz. They bought it for me lor. But my father was unhappy 'cause that was the second expensive item I bought .. 2 weekends in a row. He was like.. Next time don't come here liao. Come liao you spend all my money away.

Bleahs. Whatever lah. He doesn't know shit about Fireworks anyway, I think.

Not that I know a lot, but, oh well. I know the existence of it. HAHA!

Aiyah. Sian.

EFA coming up. Die lah. -_-

CPR.. Wah seh. Mati. Check here check there. Also dunno what to check. Crap. Must go memorise notes. AHH! AUDREY! YOU BETTER COME FOR ENGLISH TOMORROW AND RETURN ME THE NOTES!! ):

Oh yes. Had training today and. Okay, it was quite slack because it was just first-aid, BUT, I don't think it was that easy being tortured by a dummy either.

Anyway, today we had to really blow into that dummy. I blew and the chest rose. Hooray. I'm not sure if I did the compressions correctly, though. Aiyah. Whatever. Then LALALALA! And then we finished training!

Shit lah.

My parents don't allow me to quit 3rd lang. Damn. They're like ooh don't ban tu er fei [my mother said that, 'cause my father doesn't speak Chinese. -_- ]

And I can't believe my father actually said I was giving up 3rd lang because my friends were quitting too. Like wtf lah? Please lor. He doesn't even understand. That's like so crap can.

Then I was like saying NO LOR and all that then he said like what, don't give up halfway LALALALALALA. Whatever lah.

Kannasai sia.

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I can't stand the way I'm being irritating, the way I'm being idiotic, the way I do everything. I tell myself, I can do it, I will do it, I'll prove them wrong. But the outcome is that I never achieve anything at all. I can't. I just can't. And other people don't see it. It's all just so simple to them, but they'll never understand it. No, they won't. Understanding requires deeper feeling than that. It does, it does. It's not as if I don't want to, it's that I can't.

I'm sorry everytime I seem to say the wrong things, do the wrong things and screw everything up. It's me. I'm sorry everything seems to be wrong with me. I can't fix myself up. Everything is screwed. I'm sorry.